{"id":904,"date":"2026-08-29T11:51:27","date_gmt":"2026-08-29T11:51:27","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/stories.findgod.help\/?p=904"},"modified":"2026-08-29T13:15:04","modified_gmt":"2026-08-29T13:15:04","slug":"annemi-tasiyorum","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/stories.findgod.help\/tr\/carrying-my-mother\/","title":{"rendered":"Annemi Ta\u015f\u0131mak"},"content":{"rendered":"<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\"><em>Mart 2024 \u2013 \u015eubat 2026<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Bu, 2024 y\u0131l\u0131nda g\u00f6rd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm iki r\u00fcyan\u0131n, annemin hastal\u0131\u011f\u0131 ve \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fcn\u00fcn ve annem \u00f6ld\u00fckten sonra yard\u0131mc\u0131s\u0131n\u0131n g\u00f6rd\u00fc\u011f\u00fc iki r\u00fcyan\u0131n \u00f6yk\u00fcs\u00fcd\u00fcr.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\"><strong>\u00d6n Kap\u0131 \u2014 10 Mart 2024<\/strong><br>R\u00fcyamda evimizin \u00f6n kap\u0131s\u0131ndayd\u0131m. Annemi ta\u015f\u0131mak zorundayd\u0131m. Annemin k\u0131z karde\u015fi R*** teyzem de benimleydi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Ne anlama geldi\u011fini bilmiyordum. Sadece, &quot;Bir g\u00fcn R*** teyzemle birlikte ona bakmak zorunda kalaca\u011f\u0131z&quot; diye d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcm.\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">R\u00fcyan\u0131n ard\u0131ndan ev arkada\u015f\u0131m bana Anneler G\u00fcn\u00fc oldu\u011funu s\u00f6yledi. Annemi arad\u0131m ve ona mutlu Anneler G\u00fcn\u00fc diledim.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\"><strong>Kalabal\u0131k Otob\u00fcs \u2014 31 Mart 2024<\/strong><br>Annemin son anlar\u0131n\u0131 r\u00fcyamda g\u00f6rd\u00fcm. \u00d6lmeden \u00f6nce ona onu sevdi\u011fimi s\u00f6ylemek istedim. H\u00e2l\u00e2 me\u015fguld\u00fc. Sabah i\u015fe nas\u0131l gidece\u011fini d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnmeye \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131yordu.<br>Ayn\u0131 r\u00fcyada kalabal\u0131k bir otob\u00fcsteydim. \u0130nece\u011fim dura\u011f\u0131 ka\u00e7\u0131rd\u0131m. Otob\u00fcste e\u015fyalar\u0131m\u0131 unutmu\u015ftum. Diz\u00fcst\u00fc bilgisayar\u0131m d\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc ve ba\u015fka birinin \u00e7antas\u0131na s\u0131k\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Diz\u00fcst\u00fc bilgisayar i\u015fimle ilgiliydi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">O r\u00fcyadan sonra annemi arad\u0131m. Muhtemelen hayat\u0131mda ilk kez &quot;Seni seviyorum&quot; dedim.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\"><strong>Sonras\u0131nda neler oldu?<\/strong><br>Aral\u0131k 2025&#039;ten \u00f6nce annem \u00e7ok miktarda kurutulmu\u015f, tatland\u0131r\u0131lm\u0131\u015f portakal kabu\u011fu yedi. Aral\u0131k ba\u015flar\u0131nda ilk kalp krizini ge\u00e7irdi ve hastaneye kald\u0131r\u0131ld\u0131. Doktorlar kalbinin zay\u0131f oldu\u011funu s\u00f6ylediler. B\u00f6brekleri de zay\u0131ft\u0131. Yap\u0131lan taramada kalbin etraf\u0131nda iltihaplanma oldu\u011fu g\u00f6r\u00fcld\u00fc. Kan \u015fekeri de \u00e7ok y\u00fcksekti.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u0130ngiltere&#039;den u\u00e7akla geldim. G\u00fcn boyunca onunla kald\u0131m ve geceleri uzaktan \u00e7al\u0131\u015ft\u0131m. R*** Teyze de yard\u0131ma geldi. \u00d6n Kap\u0131 r\u00fcyas\u0131nda ikimizin onu ta\u015f\u0131d\u0131\u011f\u0131 g\u00f6sterilmi\u015fti. Biz de \u00f6yle yapt\u0131k.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">1 Ocak 2026 sabah\u0131 eve gitmek istedi. Hastaneden b\u0131km\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Bir g\u00fcn \u00f6nce b\u00f6brek sonu\u00e7lar\u0131 iyile\u015fmi\u015fti, bu y\u00fczden iyile\u015fti\u011fini d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcyordu. Sonra ikinci bir kalp krizi ge\u00e7irdi. O g\u00fcn hayat\u0131n\u0131 kaybetti.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Kalabal\u0131k Otob\u00fcs&#039;te h\u00e2l\u00e2 i\u015fe nas\u0131l gidece\u011fini planl\u0131yordu. \u00d6ld\u00fc\u011f\u00fc sabah da h\u00e2l\u00e2 eve nas\u0131l gidece\u011fini planl\u0131yordu. \u0130yile\u015fti\u011fini d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcyordu. Sonra her \u015fey bitti.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Daha sonra T\u00fcrk Hava Yollar\u0131 bagaj\u0131m\u0131 kaybetti. Uzaktan \u00e7al\u0131\u015fmadan bir g\u00fcn kaybettim. T\u0131pk\u0131 r\u00fcyada oldu\u011fu gibi, otob\u00fcste diz\u00fcst\u00fc bilgisayar\u0131m\u0131 kaybetti\u011fimde oldu\u011fu gibi, i\u015fim yine kesintiye u\u011frad\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">O \u00f6ld\u00fckten sonra intikam almak istedim. \u0130lk ba\u015fta kalbindeki iltihab\u0131n, \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcnc\u00fc COVID a\u015f\u0131s\u0131 takviyesinden kaynaklanan miyokardit oldu\u011funu d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcm.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\"><strong>Portakal Kabu\u011fu Kek \u2014 6 Ocak 2026<\/strong><br>Annemin yard\u0131mc\u0131s\u0131 dindar bir kad\u0131n. Her pazar kiliseye gidiyor.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">R\u00fcyas\u0131nda annemin eve geldi\u011fini g\u00f6rd\u00fc. Daha ya\u015fl\u0131 ve daha kilolu g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcyordu. Kahverengi kareli bir bluz giymi\u015fti. Yan\u0131nda yiyecek getirmi\u015fti:<\/p>\n\n\n\n<ul class=\"wp-block-list\">\n<li>b\u00fcy\u00fck bir portakal kabu\u011fu keki<\/li>\n\n\n\n<li>daha k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck bir \u00e7ikolatal\u0131 kek<\/li>\n\n\n\n<li>k\u00f6ri \u00e7\u00f6rekleri<\/li>\n\n\n\n<li>susaml\u0131 \u00e7\u00f6rekler<\/li>\n<\/ul>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Annem yard\u0131mc\u0131ya portakal kabu\u011fu kekinden bir dilim kesmesini s\u00f6yledi. Yard\u0131mc\u0131 da \u00f6yle yapt\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Yard\u0131mc\u0131 kad\u0131n r\u00fcyas\u0131nda ti\u015f\u00f6rt\u00fc g\u00f6rd\u00fc. \u00dczerinde ne yazd\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 bilmiyordu. R\u00fcyadan sonra ti\u015f\u00f6rt\u00fc evin dolab\u0131nda bulduk. \u00d6n\u00fcnde &quot;SOTP&quot; yaz\u0131yordu. Arkas\u0131nda ise &quot;SOTP CEVAP ARIYOR&quot; yaz\u0131yordu. Bu ti\u015f\u00f6rtlerden d\u00f6rt tane daha varm\u0131\u015f. \u0130\u015fte o zaman mesaj\u0131 anlad\u0131k.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"150\" height=\"194\" class=\"wp-image-913\" style=\"width: 150px;\" src=\"https:\/\/stories.findgod.help\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/08\/IMG_20260106_103441_1012-scaled-e1788007969430.jpg\" alt=\"\" srcset=\"https:\/\/stories.findgod.help\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/08\/IMG_20260106_103441_1012-scaled-e1788007969430.jpg 1440w, https:\/\/stories.findgod.help\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/08\/IMG_20260106_103441_1012-scaled-e1788007969430-232x300.jpg 232w, https:\/\/stories.findgod.help\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/08\/IMG_20260106_103441_1012-scaled-e1788007969430-768x995.jpg 768w, https:\/\/stories.findgod.help\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/08\/IMG_20260106_103441_1012-scaled-e1788007969430-791x1024.jpg 791w, https:\/\/stories.findgod.help\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/08\/IMG_20260106_103441_1012-scaled-e1788007969430-1186x1536.jpg 1186w, https:\/\/stories.findgod.help\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/08\/IMG_20260106_103441_1012-scaled-e1788007969430-9x12.jpg 9w, https:\/\/stories.findgod.help\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/08\/IMG_20260106_103441_1012-scaled-e1788007969430-1320x1710.jpg 1320w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 150px) 100vw, 150px\" \/><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Annemin kalp krizinin nedeninin \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcnc\u00fc COVID a\u015f\u0131s\u0131 oldu\u011funu d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcyordum. Sonunda dava a\u00e7mak i\u00e7in kan\u0131t bulmay\u0131 planl\u0131yordum. Bu r\u00fcyada portakal kabu\u011fundan yap\u0131lm\u0131\u015f bir pasta g\u00f6rd\u00fcm. Bu, annemin ilk kalp krizinden \u00f6nce yedi\u011fi ve hastanedeki y\u00fcksek kan \u015fekeriyle \u00f6rt\u00fc\u015f\u00fcyordu. \u00dczerinde bozuk harflerle yaz\u0131lm\u0131\u015f ti\u015f\u00f6rtte ise &quot;CEVAP ARAMAYI BIRAKIN&quot; yaz\u0131yordu.\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Bu r\u00fcyadan sonra durdum. \u0130ntikam almamal\u0131yd\u0131m. \u0130ntikam Tanr\u0131&#039;ya aittir.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\"><strong>Kalbi \u015fimdi nas\u0131l anl\u0131yorum?<\/strong> hastal\u0131klar<br>Y\u00fcksek kan \u015fekeri ve tekrarlayan ins\u00fclin art\u0131\u015flar\u0131 kalbi zay\u0131flatabilir ve iltihapland\u0131rabilir. Kalp cerrah\u0131 Philip Ovadia, kalp hastal\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131n as\u0131l nedeninin kolesterol\u00fcn kendisi de\u011fil, metabolik sa\u011fl\u0131\u011f\u0131n bozuklu\u011fu oldu\u011funu savunuyor: ins\u00fclin direnci, kan \u015fekeri dalgalanmalar\u0131 ve iltihaplanma. Bu g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fe g\u00f6re, LDL kolesterol\u00fc tek ba\u015f\u0131na yeterli de\u011fil. Hastalar\u0131n &quot;iyi&quot; kolesterol de\u011ferlerine sahip olmalar\u0131na ra\u011fmen kalp ameliyat\u0131na ihtiya\u00e7 duyabilirler. Ayr\u0131ca, metabolizmalar\u0131 sa\u011fl\u0131kl\u0131ysa y\u00fcksek LDL de\u011ferlerine sahip olsalar bile temiz arterlere sahip olabilirler. Bu da Portakal Kabu\u011fu Kekinin ortaya koydu\u011fu \u015feyle \u00f6rt\u00fc\u015f\u00fcyor: tatl\u0131 kabuk, \u015feker ve kalbin \u00fczerindeki y\u00fck.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">COVID a\u015f\u0131lar\u0131 miyokardite de neden olabilir. Bu sadece ele\u015ftirmenlerin iddias\u0131 de\u011fil. ABD Hastal\u0131k Kontrol ve \u00d6nleme Merkezi (CDC), mRNA COVID-19 a\u015f\u0131lar\u0131 ile miyokardit ve perikardit aras\u0131nda nedensel bir ba\u011flant\u0131y\u0131 destekleyen kan\u0131tlar oldu\u011funu s\u00f6yl\u00fcyor. ABD G\u0131da ve \u0130la\u00e7 \u0130daresi (FDA), bu risk nedeniyle Pfizer ve Moderna a\u015f\u0131lar\u0131na daha g\u00fc\u00e7l\u00fc uyar\u0131 etiketleri konulmas\u0131n\u0131 zorunlu k\u0131ld\u0131. En y\u00fcksek risk, ikinci dozdan sonra gen\u00e7 erkeklerde bildiriliyor, ancak vakalar di\u011fer ya\u015f gruplar\u0131nda, kad\u0131nlarda ve di\u011fer dozlardan sonra da g\u00f6r\u00fcld\u00fc.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Kardiyolog Peter McCullough ve meslekta\u015flar\u0131, a\u015f\u0131yla ili\u015fkili miyokarditin resmi \u00f6zetlerde belirtilenden daha yayg\u0131n ve daha ciddi oldu\u011funu savunan makaleler yay\u0131nlad\u0131lar. Bunlar aras\u0131nda VAERS analizleri ve a\u015f\u0131lamadan sonra \u00f6l\u00fcmc\u00fcl miyokardit vakalar\u0131na ili\u015fkin otopsi raporlar\u0131n\u0131n incelenmesi yer almaktad\u0131r. Di\u011fer bilim insanlar\u0131 ise bu makalelerin baz\u0131lar\u0131n\u0131n y\u00f6ntemlerini ve nedenselli\u011fi abartmalar\u0131n\u0131 ele\u015ftirdiler. Okuyucular, hem riskin resmi olarak kabul edilmesini hem de bu riskin tart\u0131\u015fmal\u0131 boyutunu dikkate almal\u0131d\u0131r.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Pandemi liderli\u011fi hakk\u0131ndaki kamuoyu tart\u0131\u015fmas\u0131 devam ediyor. Temmuz 2026&#039;da Anthony Fauci, COVID&#039;in k\u00f6keni ve politikas\u0131 \u00fczerine bir ABD Senato komitesinin \u00f6n\u00fcne \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131. Be\u015finci De\u011fi\u015fikli\u011fi 100&#039;den fazla kez kulland\u0131 ve sorular\u0131 yan\u0131tlamay\u0131 reddetti. Ele\u015ftirmenler bunun ger\u00e7e\u011fi gizledi\u011fini s\u00f6yl\u00fcyor. Fauci, kendisini yarg\u0131lama kampanyas\u0131ndan korudu\u011funu s\u00f6yledi. Be\u015finci De\u011fi\u015fikli\u011fi kullanmak, tek ba\u015f\u0131na su\u00e7lulu\u011fun kan\u0131t\u0131 de\u011fildir. Bu, COVID&#039;in nas\u0131l ele al\u0131nd\u0131\u011f\u0131na dair devam eden kamuoyu m\u00fccadelesinin bir par\u00e7as\u0131d\u0131r.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Portakal Kabu\u011fu Kek, t\u0131bbi konulardaki t\u00fcm sorular\u0131 \u00e7\u00f6zmedi. Ama bana intikam alma i\u015fini kendi ellerimle yapmaktan vazge\u00e7mem gerekti\u011fini s\u00f6yledi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\"><strong>S\u0131f\u0131r ve D\u00f6rt \u2014 yakla\u015f\u0131k 20 \u015eubat 2026<\/strong><br>Yard\u0131mc\u0131 kad\u0131n Myanmar&#039;a d\u00f6nmeden \u00f6nce annemle ilgili ba\u015fka bir r\u00fcya g\u00f6rd\u00fc. Say\u0131lar\u0131 g\u00f6rd\u00fc. <strong>0<\/strong> Ve <strong>4<\/strong>. Ne demek istediklerini sordu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">O s\u0131rada \u00e7eviriyi neredeyse bitirmi\u015ftim. <a href=\"https:\/\/findgod.help\">https:\/\/findgod.help<\/a> Birmancaya \u00e7evrildi. Bu alanda yap\u0131lan yedi a\u015famal\u0131 \u00e7al\u0131\u015fmada:<\/p>\n\n\n\n<ul class=\"wp-block-list\">\n<li><strong>Faz 0<\/strong> Tanr\u0131&#039;y\u0131 ar\u0131yor<\/li>\n\n\n\n<li><strong>A\u015fama 4<\/strong> Kutsal Ruh&#039;tur<\/li>\n<\/ul>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">O zaten pazar g\u00fcnleri kiliseye gidiyor. R\u00fcyas\u0131 ona yine de Tanr\u0131&#039;y\u0131 ve Kutsal Ruh&#039;u aramay\u0131 \u00f6\u011f\u00fctledi. Haftada bir kez kilise ayinine gitmek, Tanr\u0131&#039;y\u0131 aramakla ayn\u0131 \u015fey de\u011fil. Tanr\u0131&#039;y\u0131 aramak \u00e7aba gerektirir. K\u0131sa bir ziyaret ve sonra ayr\u0131lmak de\u011fildir. Sormak, aramak ve kap\u0131y\u0131 \u00e7almakt\u0131r. Kolay yol de\u011fil, dar yoldur. Tanr\u0131&#039;n\u0131n krall\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 \u00f6nceliklendirmektir. Yar\u0131\u015f\u0131 bitirmek isteyen, alt\u0131n madalyay\u0131 hedefleyen bir ko\u015fucu gibi antrenman yapmakt\u0131r.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<blockquote class=\"wp-block-quote is-layout-flow wp-block-quote-is-layout-flow\">\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201c\u0130steyin, size verilecektir; aray\u0131n, bulacaks\u0131n\u0131z; kap\u0131y\u0131 \u00e7al\u0131n, size a\u00e7\u0131lacakt\u0131r.\u201d<br>(Matta 7:7 ESV)<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n\n\n\n<blockquote class=\"wp-block-quote is-layout-flow wp-block-quote-is-layout-flow\">\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201cDar kap\u0131dan girin. \u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc y\u0131k\u0131ma g\u00f6t\u00fcren kap\u0131 geni\u015ftir ve yol kolayd\u0131r\u2026 Hayata g\u00f6t\u00fcren kap\u0131 ise dard\u0131r ve yol zordur.\u201d<br>(Matta 7:13-14 ESV)<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n\n\n\n<blockquote class=\"wp-block-quote is-layout-flow wp-block-quote-is-layout-flow\">\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201cAma \u00f6nce Tanr\u0131\u2019n\u0131n krall\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 ve O\u2019nun do\u011frulu\u011funu aray\u0131n.\u201d<br>(Matta 6:33 ESV)<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n\n\n\n<blockquote class=\"wp-block-quote is-layout-flow wp-block-quote-is-layout-flow\">\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201c\u0130man olmadan O\u2019nu ho\u015fnut etmek imkans\u0131zd\u0131r; \u00e7\u00fcnk\u00fc Tanr\u0131\u2019ya yakla\u015fmak isteyen herkes O\u2019nun var oldu\u011funa ve O\u2019nu arayanlar\u0131 \u00f6d\u00fcllendirdi\u011fine inanmal\u0131d\u0131r.\u201d<br>(\u0130braniler 11:6)<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Kutsal Ruh, kiliseye gitmekle kazan\u0131lmaz. Baba, isteyenlere Ruh&#039;u verir. Bu arma\u011fan, sadece Pazar g\u00fcnleri kiliseye gitmekle de\u011fil, t\u00f6vbe ve Tanr\u0131&#039;ya ger\u00e7ek bir y\u00f6neli\u015fle gelir.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<blockquote class=\"wp-block-quote is-layout-flow wp-block-quote-is-layout-flow\">\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201cSiz, k\u00f6t\u00fc olanlar bile, \u00e7ocuklar\u0131n\u0131za iyi hediyeler vermeyi biliyorsan\u0131z, g\u00f6kteki Baba, kendisinden isteyenlere Kutsal Ruh&#039;u ne kadar daha \u00e7ok verecektir!\u201d<br>(Luka 11:13 ESV)<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n\n\n\n<blockquote class=\"wp-block-quote is-layout-flow wp-block-quote-is-layout-flow\">\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201cT\u00f6vbe edin ve g\u00fcnahlar\u0131n\u0131z\u0131n ba\u011f\u0131\u015flanmas\u0131 i\u00e7in hepiniz \u0130sa Mesih\u2019in ad\u0131yla vaftiz olun; b\u00f6ylece Kutsal Ruh\u2019un arma\u011fan\u0131n\u0131 alacaks\u0131n\u0131z.\u201d<br>(El\u00e7ilerin \u0130\u015fleri 2:38)<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\"><strong>Bundan \u00e7\u0131kard\u0131\u011f\u0131m sonu\u00e7 \u015fu:<\/strong><br>2024 hayalleri \u00f6ncelikle o hayattayken ona sayg\u0131 g\u00f6stermek i\u00e7in yer a\u00e7t\u0131: ona bakmak ve \u00e7ok ge\u00e7 olmadan &quot;Seni seviyorum&quot; demek.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<blockquote class=\"wp-block-quote is-layout-flow wp-block-quote-is-layout-flow\">\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201cAnne ve babana sayg\u0131 g\u00f6ster.\u201d<br>(Efesliler 6:2)<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n\n\n\n<blockquote class=\"wp-block-quote is-layout-flow wp-block-quote-is-layout-flow\">\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201cYar\u0131n\u0131n ne getirece\u011fini bilemezsiniz.\u201d<br>(Yakup 4:14 ESV)<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">O \u00f6ld\u00fckten sonra intikam almak istedim. Sonra Portakal Kabu\u011fu Kek r\u00fcyas\u0131 geldi. Durdum. \u0130ntikam almamal\u0131yd\u0131m. R\u00fcya ayr\u0131ca onun ne yedi\u011fine de i\u015faret ediyordu: tatl\u0131 portakal kabu\u011fu, \u015feker, kalbine binen y\u00fck. S\u0131f\u0131r ve D\u00f6rt, sad\u0131k bir Pazar g\u00fcn\u00fc kiliseye gideni bile Tanr\u0131&#039;y\u0131 araman\u0131n ve Kutsal Ruh&#039;u istemenin zorlu i\u015fini yapmaya \u00e7a\u011f\u0131r\u0131yordu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<blockquote class=\"wp-block-quote is-layout-flow wp-block-quote-is-layout-flow\">\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201cSevgili karde\u015flerim, asla kendiniz intikam almay\u0131n, bunu Tanr\u0131&#039;n\u0131n gazab\u0131na b\u0131rak\u0131n; \u00e7\u00fcnk\u00fc \u015f\u00f6yle yaz\u0131lm\u0131\u015ft\u0131r: &#039;\u0130ntikam benimdir, ben kar\u015f\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 verece\u011fim,&#039; diyor Rab.\u2018<br>(Romal\u0131lar 12:19)<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Umar\u0131m hepimiz gibi ben de h\u00e2l\u00e2 Rabbin yollar\u0131n\u0131 \u00f6\u011freniyorum. Bu hik\u00e2yede Rabbin y\u00f6nlendirmesine minnettar\u0131m. \u00d6n Kap\u0131 ve Kalabal\u0131k Otob\u00fcs beni ona kar\u015f\u0131 \u015fefkatli olmaya ve sevgiyle konu\u015fmaya y\u00f6nlendirdi. Portakal Kabu\u011fu Kek beni intikam almaktan al\u0131koydu ve ne yedi\u011fini g\u00f6sterdi. S\u0131f\u0131r ve D\u00f6rt bizi Tanr\u0131&#039;y\u0131 aramaya ve Kutsal Ruh&#039;u istemeye \u00e7a\u011f\u0131rd\u0131. Tanr\u0131&#039;ya yol g\u00f6stermesi ve Kutsal Ruh&#039;un varl\u0131\u011f\u0131 i\u00e7in \u015f\u00fckrediyorum.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<blockquote class=\"wp-block-quote is-layout-flow wp-block-quote-is-layout-flow\">\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201cHakikat Ruhu geldi\u011finde, sizi b\u00fct\u00fcn hakikate y\u00f6nlendirecektir.\u201d<br>(Yuhanna 16:13)<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n\n\n\n<blockquote class=\"wp-block-quote is-layout-flow wp-block-quote-is-layout-flow\">\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201cTanr\u0131\u2019n\u0131n Ruhu taraf\u0131ndan y\u00f6nlendirilenlerin hepsi Tanr\u0131\u2019n\u0131n o\u011fullar\u0131d\u0131r.\u201d<br>(Romal\u0131lar 8:14)<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n\n\n\n<blockquote class=\"wp-block-quote is-layout-flow wp-block-quote-is-layout-flow\">\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201cAma Baba\u2019n\u0131n benim ad\u0131ma g\u00f6nderece\u011fi Yard\u0131mc\u0131, Kutsal Ruh, size her \u015feyi \u00f6\u011fretecek ve size s\u00f6yledi\u011fim her \u015feyi hat\u0131rlatacakt\u0131r.\u201d<br>(Yuhanna 14:26)<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n\n\n\n<blockquote class=\"wp-block-quote is-layout-flow wp-block-quote-is-layout-flow\">\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201cHer durumda \u015f\u00fckredin; \u00e7\u00fcnk\u00fc bu, Mesih \u0130sa arac\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131yla Tanr\u0131&#039;n\u0131n sizin i\u00e7in iste\u011fidir.\u201d<br>(1 Selanikliler 5:18)<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Daha fazla bilgi i\u00e7in:<\/p>\n\n\n\n<ul class=\"wp-block-list\">\n<li><a href=\"https:\/\/findgod.help\/en\/SevenPhases.html\">https:\/\/findgod.help\/en\/SevenPhases.html<\/a><\/li>\n\n\n\n<li><a href=\"https:\/\/findgod.help\/en\/Seeking%20God.html\">https:\/\/findgod.help\/en\/Seeking%20God.html<\/a><\/li>\n\n\n\n<li><a href=\"https:\/\/findgod.help\/en\/FaithObedienceGrace.html\">https:\/\/findgod.help\/en\/FaithObedienceGrace.html<\/a><\/li>\n\n\n\n<li><a href=\"https:\/\/findgod.help\/en\/Sin.html\">https:\/\/findgod.help\/en\/Sin.html<\/a>, <a href=\"https:\/\/findgod.help\/en\/Repentance.html\">https:\/\/findgod.help\/en\/Repentance.html<\/a><\/li>\n\n\n\n<li><a href=\"https:\/\/findgod.help\/en\/Baptism.html\">https:\/\/findgod.help\/en\/Baptism.html<\/a><\/li>\n\n\n\n<li><a href=\"https:\/\/findgod.help\/en\/Holy%20Spirit.html\">https:\/\/findgod.help\/en\/Holy%20Spirit.html<\/a>, <a href=\"https:\/\/findgod.help\/en\/Dreams%20and%20Visions.html\">https:\/\/findgod.help\/en\/Dreams%20and%20Visions.html<\/a><\/li>\n<\/ul>\n<\/blockquote>\n\n\n\n<hr class=\"wp-block-separator has-alpha-channel-opacity\"\/>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\"><strong>Kaynaklar<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n<ul class=\"wp-block-list\">\n<li>Philip Ovadia: <a href=\"https:\/\/www.levels.com\/blog\/why-this-heart-surgeon-thinks-metabolic-health-is-crucial-to-cardiac-health\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener\">https:\/\/www.levels.com\/blog\/why-this-heart-surgeon-thinks-metabolic-health-is-crucial-to-cardiac-health<\/a><\/li>\n\n\n\n<li>CDC, COVID-19 a\u015f\u0131lar\u0131ndan sonra miyokardit: <a href=\"https:\/\/archive.cdc.gov\/www_cdc_gov\/vaccines\/covid-19\/clinical-considerations\/myocarditis.html\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener\">https:\/\/archive.cdc.gov\/www_cdc_gov\/vaccines\/covid-19\/clinical-considerations\/myocarditis.html<\/a><\/li>\n\n\n\n<li>FDA uyar\u0131 etiketleri (25 Haziran 2025): <a href=\"https:\/\/www.fda.gov\/vaccines-blood-biologics\/safety-availability-biologics\/fda-approves-required-updated-warning-labeling-mrna-covid-19-vaccines-regarding-myocarditis-and\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener\">https:\/\/www.fda.gov\/vaccines-blood-biologics\/safety-availability-biologics\/fda-approves-required-updated-warning-labeling-mrna-covid-19-vaccines-regarding-myocarditis-and<\/a><\/li>\n\n\n\n<li>Rose &amp; McCullough (2021): <a href=\"https:\/\/www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov\/pmc\/articles\/PMC8483988\/\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener\">https:\/\/www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov\/pmc\/articles\/PMC8483988\/<\/a><\/li>\n\n\n\n<li>Hulscher, Hodkinson, Makis, McCullough (2024): <a href=\"https:\/\/doi.org\/10.1002\/ehf2.14680\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener\">https:\/\/doi.org\/10.1002\/ehf2.14680<\/a><\/li>\n\n\n\n<li>Fauci&#039;nin Senato oturumu, 29 Temmuz 2026: <a href=\"https:\/\/www.reuters.com\/business\/healthcare-pharmaceuticals\/fauci-face-rand-pauls-us-senate-committee-after-diary-release-2026-07-29\/\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener\">https:\/\/www.reuters.com\/business\/healthcare-pharmaceuticals\/fauci-face-rand-pauls-us-senate-committee-after-diary-release-2026-07-29\/<\/a> \u00b7 <a href=\"https:\/\/www.bbc.com\/news\/articles\/cdx85vkk0gko\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener\">https:\/\/www.bbc.com\/news\/articles\/cdx85vkk0gko<\/a> \u00b7 <a href=\"https:\/\/www.npr.org\/2026\/07\/29\/nx-s1-5910542\/fauci-rand-paul-diary-coronavirus-origin-lab-leak-hearing\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener\">https:\/\/www.npr.org\/2026\/07\/29\/nx-s1-5910542\/fauci-rand-paul-diary-coronavirus-origin-lab-leak-hearing<\/a><\/li>\n<\/ul>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>March 2024 \u2013 February 2026 This is the story of two dreams I had in 2024, my mother\u2019s illness and 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