{"id":899,"date":"2026-08-22T14:33:24","date_gmt":"2026-08-22T14:33:24","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/stories.findgod.help\/?p=899"},"modified":"2026-08-22T14:48:05","modified_gmt":"2026-08-22T14:48:05","slug":"kolda-kurtcuklar","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/stories.findgod.help\/tr\/maggots-in-the-arm\/","title":{"rendered":"Koldaki kurt\u00e7uklar"},"content":{"rendered":"

26 \u015eubat 2024<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n

R\u00fcyamda kolumda kurt\u00e7uklar vard\u0131. Birini \u00e7\u0131kard\u0131m ve renkli oldu\u011funu g\u00f6rd\u00fcm. Onu bir masaya veya tepsiye koydum, ama kurt\u00e7uk do\u011frudan i\u00e7inden ge\u00e7ti. Onu i\u00e7ine koymak i\u00e7in cam kavanozlar aramaya ba\u015flad\u0131m. Bir cam kavanoz bulduktan sonra, renkli kurt\u00e7uk i\u00e7erideyken i\u00e7ine bakt\u0131m. Sonra kurt\u00e7uklarla dolu b\u00fcy\u00fck bir umumi du\u015f odas\u0131na girdim ve onlar\u0131n \u00fczerine bas\u0131yordum.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

R\u00fcyay\u0131 o s\u0131rada anlamam\u0131\u015ft\u0131m. Ertesi sabah, ayn\u0131 zamanda kilise lideri olan bir kilise arkada\u015f\u0131mla dua ediyordum. Ona r\u00fcyan\u0131n ne anlama gelebilece\u011fini sordum. Bilmedi\u011fini s\u00f6yledi ve Tanr\u0131'ya sormam\u0131 \u00f6nerdi. Ben de dua ederek sordum ve anlay\u0131\u015f neredeyse an\u0131nda geldi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

R\u00fcyan\u0131n \u00f6ncesindeki gece, telefonumda d\u00f6rt saat boyunca bir bulmaca oyunu uygulamas\u0131 oynam\u0131\u015ft\u0131m. Telefonun ekran\u0131 parlak ve renkli bir camdand\u0131. Kurt\u00e7uk da renkliydi. Cam kavanozlar ar\u0131yordum ve sonra birinin i\u00e7ine bak\u0131yordum. Ba\u011flant\u0131 netle\u015fti: telefon ve uygulama a\u015f\u0131r\u0131 ilgi nesnesi haline gelmi\u015fti \u2013 ba\u011f\u0131ml\u0131l\u0131k yoluyla ifade edilen bir t\u00fcr putperestlik. Kurt\u00e7uklar, k\u00f6k salm\u0131\u015f istilac\u0131 ve kirli bir \u015feyi temsil ediyordu ve onlarla dolu halka a\u00e7\u0131k du\u015fta, \u00fczerlerine basmam, sorunun ne kadar yayg\u0131n ve g\u00f6z \u00f6n\u00fcnde oldu\u011funu g\u00f6steriyordu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Kutsal Kitap, Tanr\u0131'n\u0131n yerine kalbi ele ge\u00e7iren her \u015fey konusunda a\u00e7\u0131k ve nettir:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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\u201cEvlatlar\u0131m, kendinizi putlardan uzak tutun.\u201d
(1 Yuhanna 5:21)<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n\n\n\n

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\u201cBu nedenle, d\u00fcnyevi olan her \u015feyi, yani cinsel ahlaks\u0131zl\u0131\u011f\u0131, iffetsizli\u011fi, \u015fehveti, k\u00f6t\u00fc arzuyu ve putperestlik olan a\u00e7g\u00f6zl\u00fcl\u00fc\u011f\u00fc \u00f6ld\u00fcr\u00fcn.\u201d
(Koloseliler 3:5)<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n\n\n\n

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\u201cG\u00f6zlerimin \u00f6n\u00fcne de\u011fersiz hi\u00e7bir \u015fey koymayaca\u011f\u0131m.\u201d
(Mezmur 101:3)<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n\n\n\n

Dikkatimiz ve sevgimiz ba\u015fka yerlere y\u00f6neldi\u011finde Tanr\u0131 kay\u0131ts\u0131z kalmaz. Pavlus \u015f\u00f6yle yaz\u0131yor:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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\u201cRabbin kadehini de, cinlerin kadehini de i\u00e7emezsiniz. Rabbin sofras\u0131na da, cinlerin sofras\u0131na da kat\u0131lamazs\u0131n\u0131z. Rabbin k\u0131skan\u00e7l\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 m\u0131 k\u0131\u015fk\u0131rtaca\u011f\u0131z? Ondan daha m\u0131 g\u00fc\u00e7l\u00fcy\u00fcz?\u201d
(1 Korintliler 10:21-22)<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n\n\n\n

Rab, kendisine ait olan kalbi k\u0131skan\u0131r. Ba\u015fka bir \u015fey, kendisine ait olan zaman\u0131, dikkati ve ba\u011fl\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131 ele ge\u00e7irmeye ba\u015flad\u0131\u011f\u0131nda, O sessiz kalmaz.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Anlam ilk ortaya \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131\u011f\u0131nda, keskin bir umutsuzluk hissi vard\u0131. Yolsuzlu\u011fun ne oldu\u011funu g\u00f6rmek a\u011f\u0131r bir y\u00fck gibiydi. Yine de bu if\u015fa, daha iyi bir \u015feyin ba\u015flang\u0131c\u0131yd\u0131. Rabbin disiplini bir reddetme de\u011fil, O'nun sevgisinin kan\u0131t\u0131d\u0131r:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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\u201cO\u011flum, Rabbin terbiyesini hafife alma, O'nun azarlamas\u0131ndan da b\u0131kma. \u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc Rab sevdi\u011fini terbiye eder, kabul etti\u011fi her o\u011flunu cezaland\u0131r\u0131r\u2026 \u015eu an i\u00e7in her t\u00fcrl\u00fc terbiye ho\u015f de\u011fil, ac\u0131 verici g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcr; fakat sonradan, onunla e\u011fitilmi\u015f olanlara do\u011frulu\u011fun huzurlu meyvesini verir.\u201d
(\u0130braniler 12:5-6, 11 ESV)<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n\n\n\n

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\u201cSevdiklerimi azarlar ve terbiye ederim; \u00f6yleyse gayretli olun ve t\u00f6vbe edin.\u201d
(Vahiy 3:19 ESV)<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n\n\n\n

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\u201cDisiplini seven, bilgiyi de sever; ama ele\u015ftiriden nefret eden, aptald\u0131r.\u201d
(\u00d6zdeyi\u015fler 12:1)<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n\n\n\n

\u0130ncil \u00f6\u011fretileriyle uyumlu ele\u015ftiri, nereden gelirse gelsin iyidir. D\u00fczeltilmek, inat\u00e7\u0131 ve k\u00f6r kalmaktan \u00e7ok daha iyidir. Al\u00e7akg\u00f6n\u00fcll\u00fcl\u00fck t\u00f6vbeye kap\u0131 a\u00e7ar; inat\u00e7\u0131l\u0131k ise kurt\u00e7uklar\u0131n gizli kalmas\u0131na ve \u00e7o\u011falmas\u0131na neden olur. Tanr\u0131 kibirlilere kar\u015f\u0131d\u0131r, al\u00e7akg\u00f6n\u00fcll\u00fclere ise l\u00fctuf verir (Yakup 4:6). Bo\u015fa ge\u00e7en saatleri savunmay\u0131 b\u0131rak\u0131p onlardan y\u00fcz \u00e7evirdi\u011fimde, ilk ba\u015fta hissetti\u011fim a\u011f\u0131rl\u0131k kalkmaya ba\u015flad\u0131. \u0130lk ba\u015fta umutsuzluk gibi gelen \u015fey, garip bir \u015fekilde ferahlat\u0131c\u0131 oldu \u2013 kirli bir \u015feyin nihayet g\u00fcn \u0131\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131na \u00e7\u0131kar\u0131l\u0131p ele al\u0131nmas\u0131n\u0131n getirdi\u011fi rahatlama.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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\u201c\u00d6yleyse t\u00f6vbe edin ve geri d\u00f6n\u00fcn ki, g\u00fcnahlar\u0131n\u0131z silinsin ve Rabbin huzurundan ferahlat\u0131c\u0131 zamanlar gelsin.\u201d
(El\u00e7ilerin \u0130\u015fleri 3:19)<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n\n\n\n

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\u201c\u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc Tanr\u0131sal keder, pi\u015fmanl\u0131k duymadan kurtulu\u015fa g\u00f6t\u00fcren bir t\u00f6vbe do\u011fururken, d\u00fcnyevi keder \u00f6l\u00fcme g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcr.\u201d
(2 Korintliler 7:10)<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n\n\n\n

O geceden sonra uygulamaya eskisi kadar zaman ay\u0131rmay\u0131 b\u0131rakt\u0131m. Bu de\u011fi\u015fim sadece irade g\u00fcc\u00fcyle de\u011fil, Tanr\u0131'n\u0131n konu\u015ftu\u011funa ve devam etmenin O'nun iyili\u011fini reddetmek olaca\u011f\u0131na dair inan\u00e7la da ger\u00e7ekle\u015fti.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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\u201cKalbinizi her t\u00fcrl\u00fc dikkatten koruyun, \u00e7\u00fcnk\u00fc hayat\u0131n kaynaklar\u0131 ondan akar.\u201d
(\u00d6zdeyi\u015fler 4:23)<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n\n\n\n

H\u00e2l\u00e2 Rabbin disiplinini direnmek yerine kabullenmeyi, yanl\u0131\u015f olan\u0131 ortaya \u00e7\u0131kard\u0131\u011f\u0131nda al\u00e7akg\u00f6n\u00fcll\u00fc kalmay\u0131 ve dikkati kolayca O'na ait olan parlak cam ekranlardan uzakla\u015fmay\u0131 \u00f6\u011freniyorum. Ger\u00e7ek \u00f6zg\u00fcrl\u00fck, inat\u00e7\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131 b\u0131rak\u0131p O'nun d\u00fczeltmesinin bizi t\u00f6vbeye g\u00f6t\u00fcrmesine izin verdi\u011fimizde ba\u015flar.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Daha fazla bilgi i\u00e7in https:\/\/findgod.help\/en\/Sin.html<\/a>, https:\/\/findgod.help\/en\/Sin2.html<\/a>, https:\/\/findgod.help\/en\/Repentance.html<\/a> Ve https:\/\/findgod.help\/en\/Discipleship.html<\/a><\/p>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

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