March 2024 – February 2026
This is the story of two dreams I had in 2024, my mother’s illness and death, and two dreams her helper received after she died.
The Front Door — 10 March 2024
I dreamed I was at the front door of our house. I had to carry my mother. Aunt R***, my mother’s sister, was with me.
I did not know what it meant. I only thought, “One day Aunt R*** and I will have to take care of her.”
After the dream, my housemate told me it was Mother’s Day. I called my mother and wished her a happy Mother’s Day.
The Crowded Bus — 31 March 2024
I dreamed of my mother’s last moments. I wanted to tell her I loved her before she died. She was still busy. She was trying to work out how to get to work in the morning.
In the same dream I was on a crowded bus. I missed my stop. I had left things on the bus. My laptop fell and got stuck in someone else’s bag. The laptop was about work.
After that dream I called my mother. I said “I love you” for probably the first time in my life.
What happened later
Before December 2025, my mother ate a lot of dried sweetened orange peels. In early December she had her first heart attack and was taken to hospital. Doctors said her heart was weak. Her kidney was also weak. A scan showed inflammation around the heart. Her blood sugar was very high.
I flew in from the UK. I stayed with her during the day and worked remotely at night. Aunt R*** also came to help. The Front Door dream had shown the two of us carrying her. That is what we did.
On the morning of 1 January 2026 she wanted to go home. She was tired of the hospital. The day before, her kidney results had improved, so she thought she was getting better. Then she had a second heart attack. She died that day.
In The Crowded Bus she was still planning how to get to work. On the morning she died, she was still planning to go home. She thought she was improving. Then it ended.
Later, Turkish Airlines lost my baggage. I missed one day of remote work. Work was interrupted again, as in the dream when the laptop was lost on the bus.
After she died, I wanted revenge. I first believed the inflammation in her heart was myocarditis from her third COVID vaccine booster.
The Orange-Peel Cake — 6 January 2026
My mother’s helper is a believer. She goes to church every Sunday.
She dreamed that my mother came home. She looked older and heavier. She wore a brown checked top. She brought food:
- a large orange-peel cake
- a smaller chocolate cake
- curry buns
- sesame buns
My mother told the helper to cut a slice of the orange-peel cake. The helper did so.
The helper saw the shirt in the dream. She did not know what was written on it. After the dream we found the shirt in a wardrobe in the house. The front said “SOTP.” The back said “SOTP LOOKING FOR ANSWESR.” She owns four shirts like this. That is when we understood the message.
I had been looking at the third COVID booster as the cause my mother’s heart attack. Thinking to find evidence to eventually mount a litigation. This dream showed the orange-peel cake. That matched what my mother had been eating before the first heart attack, and the high blood sugar in hospital. The shirt, with its broken spelling, said “STOP LOOKING FOR ANSWERS.”
After this dream I stopped. I was not to take revenge. Vengeance belongs to the Lord.
How I now understand heart diseases
High blood sugar and repeated insulin spikes can weaken the heart and inflame it. Heart surgeon Philip Ovadia argues that the main driver of heart disease is not cholesterol by itself, but poor metabolic health: insulin resistance, blood-sugar swings, and inflammation. In that view, LDL cholesterol is not the whole story. Patients can have “good” cholesterol numbers and still need heart surgery. They can also have high LDL and clean arteries if their metabolism is healthy. That fits what The Orange-Peel Cake put on the table: the sweet peel, the sugar, the strain on her heart.
COVID vaccines can also cause myocarditis. This is not only a claim from critics. The U.S. CDC says evidence supports a causal link between mRNA COVID-19 vaccines and myocarditis and pericarditis. The U.S. FDA has required stronger warning labels on Pfizer and Moderna shots for that risk. The highest reported risk is in young males after dose two, but cases have also been seen in other ages, in females, and after other doses.
Cardiologist Peter McCullough and colleagues have published papers arguing that vaccine-associated myocarditis is more common and more serious than official summaries often say. These include VAERS analyses and reviews of autopsy reports of fatal myocarditis after vaccination. Other scientists have criticised some of those papers for methods and for over-stating causation. Readers should weigh both the official recognition of the risk and the disputed size of that risk.
Public debate about pandemic leadership has continued. In July 2026, Anthony Fauci appeared before a U.S. Senate committee on COVID origins and policy. He invoked the Fifth Amendment more than 100 times and refused to answer questions. Critics say this hides the truth. Fauci said he was protecting himself from a campaign to prosecute him. Taking the Fifth is not, by itself, proof of guilt. It is part of the ongoing public fight over how COVID was handled.
The Orange-Peel Cake did not settle every medical question. It did tell me to stop taking revenge into my own hands.
Zero and Four — about 20 February 2026
Before the helper went back to Myanmar, she had another dream about my mother. She saw the numbers 0 Ve 4. She asked what they meant.
At that time I was almost finished translating https://findgod.help into Burmese. In the seven-phase study on that site:
- Phase 0 is seeking God
- Phase 4 is the Holy Spirit
She already goes to church on Sunday. The dream still told her to seek God and to seek the Holy Spirit. Going to a church service once a week is not the same as seeking God. Seeking God takes effort. It is not a short visit and then leaving. It is asking, seeking, and knocking. It is the narrow road, not the easy one. It is putting God’s kingdom first. It is training like a runner who wants to finish the race, aiming for Gold.
“Ask, and it will be given to you; seek, and you will find; knock, and it will be opened to you.”
(Matthew 7:7 ESV)
“Enter by the narrow gate. For the gate is wide and the way is easy that leads to destruction… For the gate is narrow and the way is hard that leads to life.”
(Matthew 7:13–14 ESV)
“But seek first the kingdom of God and his righteousness.”
(Matthew 6:33 ESV)
“And without faith it is impossible to please him, for whoever would draw near to God must believe that he exists and that he rewards those who seek him.”
(Hebrews 11:6 ESV)
The Holy Spirit is not earned by church attendance. The Father gives the Spirit to those who ask. The gift comes with repentance and a real turning to God, not with a Sunday habit alone.
“If you then, who are evil, know how to give good gifts to your children, how much more will the heavenly Father give the Holy Spirit to those who ask him!”
(Luke 11:13 ESV)
“Repent and be baptized every one of you in the name of Jesus Christ for the forgiveness of your sins, and you will receive the gift of the Holy Spirit.”
(Acts 2:38 ESV)
What I take from this
The 2024 dreams first made room to honour her while she was alive: care for her, and say “I love you” before it was too late.
“Honor your father and mother.”
(Ephesians 6:2 ESV)
“You do not know what tomorrow will bring.”
(James 4:14 ESV)
After she died, I wanted revenge. Then came The Orange-Peel Cake. I stopped. I was not to take revenge. The dream also pointed to what she had been eating: the sweet orange peel, the sugar, the strain on her heart. Zero and Four called even a faithful Sunday churchgoer to do the hard work of seeking God and to ask for the Holy Spirit.
“Beloved, never avenge yourselves, but leave it to the wrath of God, for it is written, ‘Vengeance is mine, I will repay, says the Lord.’”
(Romans 12:19 ESV)
I am still learning the ways of the Lord as I hope we all are. I am glad for the Lord’s direction in this story. The Front Door and The Crowded Bus led me to care for her and to speak love. The Orange-Peel Cake stopped me from taking revenge and pointed to what she had been eating. Zero and Four called us to seek God and ask for the Holy Spirit. I thank God for His leading and for the presence of the Holy Spirit.
“When the Spirit of truth comes, he will guide you into all the truth.”
(John 16:13 ESV)
“For all who are led by the Spirit of God are sons of God.”
(Romans 8:14 ESV)
“But the Helper, the Holy Spirit, whom the Father will send in my name, he will teach you all things and bring to your remembrance all that I have said to you.”
(John 14:26 ESV)
“Give thanks in all circumstances; for this is the will of God in Christ Jesus for you.”
(1 Thessalonians 5:18 ESV)For more information:
- https://findgod.help/en/SevenPhases.html
- https://findgod.help/en/Seeking%20God.html
- https://findgod.help/en/FaithObedienceGrace.html
- https://findgod.help/en/Sin.html, https://findgod.help/en/Repentance.html
- https://findgod.help/en/Baptism.html
- https://findgod.help/en/Holy%20Spirit.html, https://findgod.help/en/Dreams%20and%20Visions.html
Sources
- Philip Ovadia: https://www.levels.com/blog/why-this-heart-surgeon-thinks-metabolic-health-is-crucial-to-cardiac-health
- CDC, myocarditis after COVID-19 vaccines: https://archive.cdc.gov/www_cdc_gov/vaccines/covid-19/clinical-considerations/myocarditis.html
- FDA warning labels (25 June 2025): https://www.fda.gov/vaccines-blood-biologics/safety-availability-biologics/fda-approves-required-updated-warning-labeling-mrna-covid-19-vaccines-regarding-myocarditis-and
- Rose & McCullough (2021): https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC8483988/
- Hulscher, Hodkinson, Makis, McCullough (2024): https://doi.org/10.1002/ehf2.14680
- Fauci Senate hearing, 29 July 2026: https://www.reuters.com/business/healthcare-pharmaceuticals/fauci-face-rand-pauls-us-senate-committee-after-diary-release-2026-07-29/ · https://www.bbc.com/news/articles/cdx85vkk0gko · https://www.npr.org/2026/07/29/nx-s1-5910542/fauci-rand-paul-diary-coronavirus-origin-lab-leak-hearing
