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March 2024 \u2013 February 2026<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n

This is the story of two dreams I had in 2024, my mother\u2019s illness and death, and two dreams her helper received after she died.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

The Front Door \u2014 10 March 2024<\/strong>
I dreamed I was at the front door of our house. I had to carry my mother. Aunt R***, my mother\u2019s sister, was with me.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

I did not know what it meant. I only thought, \u201cOne day Aunt R*** and I will have to take care of her.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n

After the dream, my housemate told me it was Mother\u2019s Day. I called my mother and wished her a happy Mother\u2019s Day.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

The Crowded Bus \u2014 31 March 2024<\/strong>
I dreamed of my mother\u2019s last moments. I wanted to tell her I loved her before she died. She was still busy. She was trying to work out how to get to work in the morning.
In the same dream I was on a crowded bus. I missed my stop. I had left things on the bus. My laptop fell and got stuck in someone else\u2019s bag. The laptop was about work.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

After that dream I called my mother. I said \u201cI love you\u201d for probably the first time in my life.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

What happened later<\/strong>
Before December 2025, my mother ate a lot of dried sweetened orange peels. In early December she had her first heart attack and was taken to hospital. Doctors said her heart was weak. Her kidney was also weak. A scan showed inflammation around the heart. Her blood sugar was very high.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

I flew in from the UK. I stayed with her during the day and worked remotely at night. Aunt R*** also came to help. The Front Door dream had shown the two of us carrying her. That is what we did.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

On the morning of 1 January 2026 she wanted to go home. She was tired of the hospital. The day before, her kidney results had improved, so she thought she was getting better. Then she had a second heart attack. She died that day.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

In The Crowded Bus she was still planning how to get to work. On the morning she died, she was still planning to go home. She thought she was improving. Then it ended.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Later, Turkish Airlines lost my baggage. I missed one day of remote work. Work was interrupted again, as in the dream when the laptop was lost on the bus.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

After she died, I wanted revenge. I first believed the inflammation in her heart was myocarditis from her third COVID vaccine booster.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

The Orange-Peel Cake \u2014 6 January 2026<\/strong>
My mother\u2019s helper is a believer. She goes to church every Sunday.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

She dreamed that my mother came home. She looked older and heavier. She wore a brown checked top. She brought food:<\/p>\n\n\n\n